Torn

Torn between love and hate.
What to do but for their sake.
Watch the days go bye and bye.
Until it almost hurts to stay.
Lonely soul and shallow sea.
Lack of love to embrace him through his time.
He wonders what is out there, for him to see.
A lover to be at his side with he,
is what he yearns for at this time.
Continues down a path with not much hope.
He wonders if he will ever flee,
to the grounds he was born to see.
He does all he can to cope with time.
He makes due with what he has.
For after all he is a dad.

Justify My Love

You put this in me, so now what, so now what?
Wanting...needing...waiting...for you to justify my love, my love.
Hoping...praying for you to justify my love.
I want to know what you want.
Wanting...needing...waiting..

I love Madonna!

NRB adoption

A life created, and always hated
Poisoned in her mothers womb,
eventually took her to her tomb.
Little baby when she came.
Barley knowing her mother's name.
Flowers into a little girl,
when she realizes she is not the same.
A special gift is what she was.
A saddened spirit is all it does.
Floods of emptiness and at times afraid.
Acceptance of those who share her blood is what she craved.
To know her roots, is what she she dreams.
but in the night she often screams.
Hardly ever, fitting in.
she drinks too much as though she's a sin.
Her body fills with poison and never wakes.
Her soul in heaven, is what it takes.